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Sunday, June 12, 2011

The Chronology of Me n Him

ini kisah di antara aku dan dye.. expecting it will last long n live happily ever after, but yet... its only a dream which then lead 2 nightmares.. plg best, he is one of my friend, a part of my childhood memory... even i've tried so hard to hate him, to forget all d memories we both had, my heart won't do so.. the best way, accepting the situation and continue the friendship. sng ckp tp bile nk buat, tuhan je tau ape rase dlm hti nih.. hopefully one day, this broken, damage heart will be repaired and sealed with a true sincere love..

2003
1st time jumpe dye. ms 2 bday party ank sdara dye. i was in standard 6 and he probably in form 3. what do u expect, i was a little girl, no feeling developed yet, absolutely nothing! a few weeks after that, ank sdara dye ckp- along! asu kim slm... n i've become speechless...

2005
ak dh pindah umah. dh x tggal kat taman yg sane dgn ank sdra dye 2. tp, ank sdara dye dtg tuisyen dgn umi ak kat umah bru ktorg. so, nk djdikan cerita, pd suatu hari yg x disangka2, muncullah dye. ms 2 ak tingkatan 2, tgah giler buku harry potter. so time free ujung mggu, mmg ak dlm bilik bce buku 2 la. if im not mistaken, hari 2 hari jumaat. tgah khusyuk bce novel HP 2, tetibe my bro dtg bilik n ckp- long! asu ad kat bwah, nk jumpe. ak wat x lyn je la, dh its not expected.. but then dh 2 3 kali adik ak kcau, ha, pergi la tgk... AIK? btul2 la.. ini bukan cobaan.. ini betul2 punye.. hahaha! so, spent time dgn dye kat ruang depan umah 2.. ms ni la ktorg berbual n know each other better.xlame berborak, umi jenguk. hahaha! alamak, kantoi plk... tp umi  x mrh, sporting.. umi knekn dye pai merah tlinge dye.. hik3! one of d memories dat i will not 4get. time 2 dye malu sgt. dgn muke ala2~ bajet comel 2, hak3!! lawak giler! mcm udang kne bakar. starting dat day, i was in contact with him. time 2 dye form 5. tp ktorg berhubung x lame.. dye dh start bz dgn spm, n aku pun pndah umah lg. so lost contact........................

2010
ak dh ad akaun fb sdri.. nk djdikn cter, ank sdare dye same skolah mngah dgn ak.. junior ak. so, ktorg pun berfren2 la dlm fb.. n ak jumpe dye blik. hehe! dlm fb je la.. xsgka btl.. adakah ini jodoh? jumpe tp xlame pas 2 hilang...jumpe lg........ hilang lg.. ni jumpe blik.. but this time, he is already in relationship with a girl.. tp dye ckp dye agp girl 2 cm adik, dye nk guide girl 2 sbb girl 2...fhm2 sdri la. he propose me.. indahnye dunia time 2 kn... but then, as time goes...... xde 1 pun jnji yg dye wat 2 ditepati.. yg mkn hati, of kos aku... ak x expect nk msj 24 jam. tp at least biarla 1 msj sehari, 2 dh ckup utk ak. hahaha! xmcm kapel pun kn.. kdg2 2 smpai x msj 2 3 hari, rilek jer... hurm, ak sypkn... mgkin ni cbran 4 long distance love. alih2, 8 hari dye x contact ak. ak msh pk positif, mgkin hp rosak.. ak cek inbox fb, pun xde pape. mgkin dye bz, xdpt tggalkn msj utk ak. xpela, understandg punye pasal... ad 1 hari, hati ni kuat sgt suh p tgk wall dye... hahaha! dat is the best thing ever happen.. dye duk berkomen2 dgn girl 2, siap gune baby-g, huby, n sewaktu dgn nye la.. mcm bodoh je kn ak slame nih???  mmg btul2 rase tertipu.... naif giler ak... hahaha! mls nk cter byk.. papepun, dats d end of our relationship.. between me n him, now juz fren.. i wish i could hate him, but i can't... hating him will only bring tears... so now, im being a strong girl, facing him as a fren. bile2 dye mtak tlg, ak still tlg. dlm ht ni, tuhan je yg tau btpa byk darah yg dh mgalir... brape byk air mata yg dh tumpah...... its hard 2 4get somone dat we truly sincerely luv. tp ckup stakat 2.. ak juga ad prasaan. n ak berhak utk dptkn cnta yg tulus. ak berhak dptkn sesorg yg tulus menyayangi aku & bukan mainkn prasaan ak.. yg hanya mmpu ak wat, doakn kbhgiaan dye........................ dats it.. not all love story will end like this-and they live happily ever after.. some of it.............hurm, fhm2 je la..  ape kate korg lyn lagu nih- because i'm stupid ss501. ni translation lyrics nyer:

I’m really, very foolish

I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Peteh Ganu Peteh!!!! MENANG!!!

Pergh....... xnk pnat plk ak tgk bola mlm nih... hahaha! 1st time tgk dgn pnuh bersemangat! mule2 tgk, cm hampeh jer... tp pas daud su sumbat gol sdri, ape lg! gelak sakan la!! hahaha! jgn mrh ea org klntan.. adik ak plk duk tggu pgumuman cuti.. hik3! kcian.. tganu mng, klntan yg cuti.. ngeh3! meh ak nk kbor se mde ea... ak bgga jd ank tranung!! *biar r ic x tranung pon.. hahaha!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

APE PENDAPAT KORANG??

Hheellloooo..........! urmmm... cuti2 ni nk wat pe eh? mmg la ad biz kne uruskan, tp 2 part time jer... hal2 umah, pun skejap jer nk settle... so, dh puas pk punye pk, i come out with an idea... bercadang nye nk tulis novel.. nk smbg cter yg dh ditulis time skolah dlu.. then ak share kat blog nih.. agak2 ad ke yg nk bce eh? adoyai... ke nk ng copy kat penerbit jer?? kompius2...

Monday, May 30, 2011

NEW LOOK!!

My latest crazyness.... heheheh~ dh lame xdgr lagu2 faizal tahir.. ai ni tetibe nk dgr plk kn.. so ape lg, donload la sume nyer... n lagu ni yg jd kegemaran.. lg 1 lagu karma.. so, enjoy2 la dgr.. nt esok lusa lagu korea plk kowt.. hheee...~ (^.^)

MESTIKAH ADA YANG LAIN


Mestikah ada yang lain
Perlu ku lakukan
Untuk memujuk memikat cintamu

Dan setiap kata dan lafaz
Aku ucapkan tulus
Untuk memuji memikat cintamu
Kan ku gengam..
Cintamu abadi

Andai kata
Cintamu bisa merubah
Semua kepahitan yang masih
Dirasakan sekian lama

Takkan ku biarkan
Cintamu terbiar saja
Akan ku paterikan
Dihati dalam dada..
uhh ohh..

Selagi masih ada cinta
Di antara kita
Alangkah indahnya hidupku..
Bila cinta
Biarpun dimana
Bisa dirasakan
Gementar terharum mendayu
Kaulah kan kasih cinta mencinta
Mendamai jiwa

Saturday, May 28, 2011

mOTvaTE uRSElf!!

Org Miskin melihat stiap Ringgit itu sbg sesuatu yg blh ditukar dgn sesuatu barang...sebaliknya Org Kaya mlihat stiap Ringgit itu umpama sebiji benih yg blh ditanam & akn mnghasilkan RIBUAN Ringgit lg, & ribuan Ringgit itu blh ditanam utk mnghasilkan JUTAAN Ringgit lg..... > MONEY MAKE MONEY! 
~ Berani Berubah bersama BB TEAM ~


~"Orang Positif Pandai Buat Duit, Orang Negatif Pandai Buat Alasan"
~"Kita Boleh Cipta 1001 Alasan Untuk Gagal, Namun Kita Cuma Perlu Ada 1 Sebab Sahaja Untuk Berjaya"
~"Kalau Kita Sibuk Fikirkan Tentang Kegagalan, Maknanya Kita Tidak Fikir Tentang Kejayaan"
~"Kegagalan Sebenar Adalah Kegagalan Mencuba....Belum Cuba, Belum Tahu"
###DONT SAY NO BEFORE YOU KNOW###


Apa yang kita capai tahun depan atau lima tahun akan datang atau sepuluh tahun akan datang adalah berdasarkan pilihan & keputusan yang kita lakukan hari ini. Kenapa orang itu kaya? Kenapa orang itu miskin? Semuanya bersangkut paut dengan minda..> U Change The Way U Think, U CHANGE YOUR LIFE...! "Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu sehinggalah mereka sendiri mengubahnya.” (Ar.Ra'd :11) 
FOR THINGS TO CHANGE, YOU MUST CHANGE FIRST! 


Org Putus Asa...> sampai bila2 pun takkan berjaya
Org Berjaya...> sampai bila2 pun takkan putus asa


Isaac Newton theory = after every ACTION there is a REACTION
Lah Faisal theory = after every POSITIVE ACTION there is a POSITIVE REACTION


Dare to Change!! U decide for ur future!! 


nk berubah? positif utk berubah? brani?? berminat??? sila inbox fb sye- Zar Yana.. @ contact 0145049808...


Thursday, May 26, 2011

PERNAH X KORANG TERPIKIR???

Skang ni ak yakin ramai yg masih blaja n berniat utk smbg blaja. btol? Usaha dan niat anda 2 dh bgus. sume demi ms dpn + nk ubah nsib fmily kn? tp pernah x korg terpikir bnda2 nih:

-kat msia je dh ad bratus buah kolej, universiti, xkire krajaan punye @ swasta. Katekan kat msia ad 22 u n kolej yg well-known, stp tahun plg cikai mghasilkn 1000 graduan. 22 x 1000 =22000 graduan.. peluang kerja kat msia ni brape la sgt?? yg pencen tiap2 tahun 22000 gak ker?? x la cter dye btol? Abis 2 cmne korg nk bersaing dgn dak grad yg gempak2, sdgkn rezult kite ni pon adoyai.. nyawa2 ikan jer... so, ape planning korg utk future? tnam aggur ker??? hehehe~

-minyak naik, brg naik, kos idup bertambah.. mane korg nk cekau duit?? silap2, korg jd la cm citer nasi putih ikan kering 2... ha, hari2 mkn nasi dgn lauk ikan masin. lame2 drah tinggi la korg.. haha! gurau jer... tp ak ckp btul la kn? tlur ayam skang 1 hengget bleh dpt brape biji je? nk wat stok lauk smggu?? dlm mmpi la...

-hutang ptptn, hutang kreta, rumah?? mak oiy! byknye utang.. blum cmpur nk blnje awek, tgk wayang, mkn dri sdri pun xmmpu tggung, ad ht nk tggung parents?? smpai bile korg nk bergantung pd parents korg? kcian dyorg... dr kite kcik, smpai dh besor cm ank gajah pon still dorg yg tggung.. x malu ker? bile plk kite nk bls jasa dorg??

-isu kahwin... lg la... duit xde, ad ke org nk?? ni bg laki2 r.. pompuan skang mane ad hntaran seribu dua.. pling tidak 3 ribu.. blum cmpur nk wat kduri la, plamin la, bju la, pas 2 siap nk ad konsep2 wedding... mmpu ker nk berbini?? time kawen bapak la grand nye... dh kahwin, xsmpai 1tahun, surat hutang suh byr kos kduri smpai plk dh.. nk bg ank org mkn ape cik abg oi?? pasir ker?? 2 blum citer sal ank lg... ha, pndai2 la pk sdri..

-yg pmpuan plk... jgn pk korg kawen laki kaya korg ley slamat r... dunia zmn skang, laki x leh pcaye.. segelintir je.. xcaye? a ce g semak statistik kes cerai kat mahkamah, korg tau la.. at least bile ad duit, ekonomi mntap, korg leh bela ank2. masyarakat pon x pndg hina kat korg.. mklumla.. pndgn org kat "miss j".. korg pun leh buktikan pd bekas suami korg yg korg still leh idop tnpa dye, btol? bkn mndoakan umah tgga x berkekalan, cume kemungkinan 2 ttp ad, btul x?

hurm.. amacam?? dh stat berpikir?? kite revise blik ek... 1.hutang kne byr, lau x name black list. 2.nk mkn pun xmmpu. smpai bile nk parents tggung? bile kite nk bls jasa dorg? 3.kawen.. mmpu ker?????? 4.da kawen, ad ank. mak aiyh... pampers je dh brape. smpanan utk dorg blaja? mkn mnum pkai dorg?? uisyh! dhsyat nye ms dpn!!!

RILEK LU!!!! JGN SRABOT2!!! AD PENYELESAIANNYA... SAMA AD ANDA BRANI KE X JER... join sye bisnes. sye pun org ssh jugak.. tp asalkan ad usaha, INSYAALLAH... umpama pepatah Arab "sape yg berusaha, dye yg akn berjaya".. berminat nk tau biz ape? hubungi 0145049808. xpun inbox fb sye... Zar Yana..

"Allah xkn mgubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan mereka berusaha untuk mengubahnya.." marilah kite same berusaha.. renung2kn & slmt beramal! (^.^)v

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

jom buat duit!!!

Tahukah anda??
>kegawatan ekonomi ,malaysia dijangka berlarutan hingga 2012
>Persekutuan Majikan-majikan Malaysia (MEF) menganggarkan sejumlah 200,000 -400,000 pekerja hilang pekerjaan

BEGINIKAH ANDA??
>Golongan Profesional/Makan gaji
- tugas berat, slalu outstation, blik lewat, ujung mggu pon kne keje... nk brehat pun ssh, apatah lg nk lungkn ms dgn fmly n frens... btul x?

>Pelajar/Graduan/Penganggur
- ikat perut siang mlm sbb nk blaja, nk jimat blnje... tringin gak njoy cm org len, tgk wyg, shopping, hang out, bercuti.. TAPI......duit xde... bru je hbis blaja, mggu lepas bru konvo. aik! ai ni dh smpai surat suh byr htg ptptn?? cmne nk idop...???? kreta nk byr.. xkn nk hrp kat parents lg kot..??

>Golongan Bekerja sendiri
- kerja keras nk sara diri... time keje x same dgn org keje pjbat.. nk cr customer, nk jual produk, nk cr stok... smpai bile nk pnat cm 2?? duit x betmbah pon.. ckup2 mkn jer....

nk ke trus2an idup cmnih?? x bosan ke asyik kne pk sal duit.... nk tdor pun kne pk duit.. btul x?? so, anda ingin brubah?? nk ubah idup anda?? ape kate join biz sye.. government mlysia pun iktiraf biz ni tau x.. bkn ssh pun... ad 3 cara nk wat duit.. nk tau lg DETAIL?? contact 0145049808 @ inbox fb sye... fikir2kn...renung2kn...sape tau, anda mgkin bleh jd jutawan... (^.^)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

NEVER UNDERESTIMATED UR TEARS

Well.....how am i supposed to start this?? hello..hello.. 1 2 3... testing.... Ahahahaha! juz kidding...! (^.^) nothing much happened lately... juz many loads of problems.well, when i give it a thought, dats life. mane ad idup xde mslh kn3? duit, kesihatan, family, apatah lg relationships.. no matter la what kind of relationship. frenship, brotherhood, sisterhood, citizenship, ship kapal 2 pun kire boley la~~~~ =.=!
ape2 skali pun, masalah mmg akn dtg. n 4 sure we shouldnt avoid or run away from problems. so, wat do we do?? we FACE it!!!! xkisah la same ade kite berjaya atasi mslh 2 ataupun x, we still have 2 face it. bile kite berjaya atasi probs 2, alhamdulillah... we managed to overcome it with the help from THE ALMIGHTY. tp lau xleh selesai, jgn la pts asa. hadapi kesusahan tersebut dgn tnang. msti ada hikmah d sebalik sume mslh2 2... (cewah, bajet ustazah) but dat is my prinsip.. be strong in watever situation because in d end, there will be rewards for ur sacrification.

what did i sacrifice diz time????? hurmm... let me think... owh, yeah. my feelings n my heart.. not 2 4get my tears. people owez believe dat if sumone cries, it means he/she has already loss. well, let me fix d belief. i think, crying is actually a relief. bile da ngs, mst rase lega kn? tp jgn la terus2an frust nonggeng plak. hanyut dlm kesedihan... 2 dh parah... atau lebih dikenali sbg sakit jiwa.. (ehehe..lau ad yg tersinggung jgn le mroh..) ok, back 2 d point. lpas ngs, tenangkn dri. then u built ur strength from ur tears. dont waste ur tears for smthing dat is not valueable. believe me, if u cry for smthng like dat, OMG!!!! LOOSER!!!! OK2, ngs la nk ngs pun tp jgn r melampau sgt k.. as i said, build ur strength from ur tears. motivate urself. lbh2 lg kalu anda mngs utk sorg laki yg xtau mghrgai anda, eeeuuuwww..... make dat guy cry 4 u later on.. b smbody. if he knows u cry, mst dye akn pk cmni- alah, pmpuan... but if u stand strong n fight back, believe me, he'll regret 4 d rest of his life 4 loosing u.

what am i talking abt??? ( i dont even know) lalalala~ hahahaha! so, gurls out there, dont b a weak person. lau laki bleh wat kite ngs, y not u make them cry. wahahahaha! dat is what we called women power... (^.^) nothing more.. give it a thought ok!

BUILD UR STRENGTH FROM UR TEARS; U WILL BE SURPRISED FOR WHAT U CAN DO IN FUTURE..