ini kisah di antara aku dan dye.. expecting it will last long n live happily ever after, but yet... its only a dream which then lead 2 nightmares.. plg best, he is one of my friend, a part of my childhood memory... even i've tried so hard to hate him, to forget all d memories we both had, my heart won't do so.. the best way, accepting the situation and continue the friendship. sng ckp tp bile nk buat, tuhan je tau ape rase dlm hti nih.. hopefully one day, this broken, damage heart will be repaired and sealed with a true sincere love..
2003
1st time jumpe dye. ms 2 bday party ank sdara dye. i was in standard 6 and he probably in form 3. what do u expect, i was a little girl, no feeling developed yet, absolutely nothing! a few weeks after that, ank sdara dye ckp- along! asu kim slm... n i've become speechless...
2005
ak dh pindah umah. dh x tggal kat taman yg sane dgn ank sdra dye 2. tp, ank sdara dye dtg tuisyen dgn umi ak kat umah bru ktorg. so, nk djdikan cerita, pd suatu hari yg x disangka2, muncullah dye. ms 2 ak tingkatan 2, tgah giler buku harry potter. so time free ujung mggu, mmg ak dlm bilik bce buku 2 la. if im not mistaken, hari 2 hari jumaat. tgah khusyuk bce novel HP 2, tetibe my bro dtg bilik n ckp- long! asu ad kat bwah, nk jumpe. ak wat x lyn je la, dh its not expected.. but then dh 2 3 kali adik ak kcau, ha, pergi la tgk... AIK? btul2 la.. ini bukan cobaan.. ini betul2 punye.. hahaha! so, spent time dgn dye kat ruang depan umah 2.. ms ni la ktorg berbual n know each other better.xlame berborak, umi jenguk. hahaha! alamak, kantoi plk... tp umi x mrh, sporting.. umi knekn dye pai merah tlinge dye.. hik3! one of d memories dat i will not 4get. time 2 dye malu sgt. dgn muke ala2~ bajet comel 2, hak3!! lawak giler! mcm udang kne bakar. starting dat day, i was in contact with him. time 2 dye form 5. tp ktorg berhubung x lame.. dye dh start bz dgn spm, n aku pun pndah umah lg. so lost contact........................
2010
ak dh ad akaun fb sdri.. nk djdikn cter, ank sdare dye same skolah mngah dgn ak.. junior ak. so, ktorg pun berfren2 la dlm fb.. n ak jumpe dye blik. hehe! dlm fb je la.. xsgka btl.. adakah ini jodoh? jumpe tp xlame pas 2 hilang...jumpe lg........ hilang lg.. ni jumpe blik.. but this time, he is already in relationship with a girl.. tp dye ckp dye agp girl 2 cm adik, dye nk guide girl 2 sbb girl 2...fhm2 sdri la. he propose me.. indahnye dunia time 2 kn... but then, as time goes...... xde 1 pun jnji yg dye wat 2 ditepati.. yg mkn hati, of kos aku... ak x expect nk msj 24 jam. tp at least biarla 1 msj sehari, 2 dh ckup utk ak. hahaha! xmcm kapel pun kn.. kdg2 2 smpai x msj 2 3 hari, rilek jer... hurm, ak sypkn... mgkin ni cbran 4 long distance love. alih2, 8 hari dye x contact ak. ak msh pk positif, mgkin hp rosak.. ak cek inbox fb, pun xde pape. mgkin dye bz, xdpt tggalkn msj utk ak. xpela, understandg punye pasal... ad 1 hari, hati ni kuat sgt suh p tgk wall dye... hahaha! dat is the best thing ever happen.. dye duk berkomen2 dgn girl 2, siap gune baby-g, huby, n sewaktu dgn nye la.. mcm bodoh je kn ak slame nih??? mmg btul2 rase tertipu.... naif giler ak... hahaha! mls nk cter byk.. papepun, dats d end of our relationship.. between me n him, now juz fren.. i wish i could hate him, but i can't... hating him will only bring tears... so now, im being a strong girl, facing him as a fren. bile2 dye mtak tlg, ak still tlg. dlm ht ni, tuhan je yg tau btpa byk darah yg dh mgalir... brape byk air mata yg dh tumpah...... its hard 2 4get somone dat we truly sincerely luv. tp ckup stakat 2.. ak juga ad prasaan. n ak berhak utk dptkn cnta yg tulus. ak berhak dptkn sesorg yg tulus menyayangi aku & bukan mainkn prasaan ak.. yg hanya mmpu ak wat, doakn kbhgiaan dye........................ dats it.. not all love story will end like this-and they live happily ever after.. some of it.............hurm, fhm2 je la.. ape kate korg lyn lagu nih- because i'm stupid ss501. ni translation lyrics nyer:
I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming
As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you
